maybe no one will care .. There will be sad posts on my wall but trust is that NO ONE LOVES ME ANYMORE !!! and suicide is what I want the most... nothing stops me but I want someone who will love me when I'm gone .. and then maybe someone will make a movie with my diaries : The Virgin Suicides 2 : Depressed Monster's diaries XD what the fuck am I writing ??? -_- I know there is one guy who loves me , but I don't know is this real or not , because I can't trust anyone anymore so what's the point of living ??? is that life ? I'm sitting home all day long , paint something terrible , cut my skin , listen to depressive metal and write in my diary .. IS THAT A LIFE ??????? and the saddest part is that my family doesn't know me at all , they think that I'm a normal girl but i don't know myself and who will know me ? no one !!
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